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Autism.
My definitions for this word are:
Brain Damage
Imperfection
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Mental Illness
Frustration
Slow Learning
Incomprehension
Dense
Attention Defesit Disorder (ADD)
Intolerance
Paranoia
I am cursed with autism.
I am confused whether my thinking is normal or not.
I am the only one.
I see teens with incredible thinking power.
I see science everywhere.
I see sin.
My mind carries no common sense.
My mind can never come up with the right words for me to say.
My mind is imperfect.
I repeat real life events I see over and over in my head.
I concentrate on hatred passed to me from other people.
I have incredible issues.
There are people whom I see have flaws in their learning.
There is a brain tumor collaborating with my brain.
There is no cure for Autism.
This disorder scars my personality.
This disorder keeps me away from being a white sheep.
This disorder is my host.
Associated with selective hearing.
Associated with an incontrollable temper.
Associated with the word: Freak.
God granted me this curse.
God told me there was a pro for this curse.
God gave me supreme intelligence.
God engraved wonder in my sight.
My definitions for this word are:
Brain Damage
Imperfection
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Mental Illness
Frustration
Slow Learning
Incomprehension
Dense
Attention Defesit Disorder (ADD)
Intolerance
Paranoia
I am cursed with autism.
I am confused whether my thinking is normal or not.
I am the only one.
I see teens with incredible thinking power.
I see science everywhere.
I see sin.
My mind carries no common sense.
My mind can never come up with the right words for me to say.
My mind is imperfect.
I repeat real life events I see over and over in my head.
I concentrate on hatred passed to me from other people.
I have incredible issues.
There are people whom I see have flaws in their learning.
There is a brain tumor collaborating with my brain.
There is no cure for Autism.
This disorder scars my personality.
This disorder keeps me away from being a white sheep.
This disorder is my host.
Associated with selective hearing.
Associated with an incontrollable temper.
Associated with the word: Freak.
God granted me this curse.
God told me there was a pro for this curse.
God gave me supreme intelligence.
God engraved wonder in my sight.
Literature
Autism
Don't treat me like a patient
All I want to do is run around
Don't talk to me like I am deaf
I can hear it loudly, every sound
Please don't judge me
If you see me cover my ears
It's the way I block out everything out
All the threats and all my fears
I might not communicate like the rest of you
Or look you in the eye
You might tut and moan and bitch
But never ask me why
The truth is that I am different
I just want you to see
That I'm not rude, impolite or weird
Under it all, I am just me
Literature
Autism
We are chaos, though we are order.
We are order, though we are in chaos.
The cat was seen as a demon,
though it was peacefull.
What you don't understand,
you can hate.
What you can learn,
you can love.
We are, though we are not.
We have a foot in each camp.
We are mad,
though we are smart.
We are chaos in order,
and order in chaos.
Literature
Broken
Something in my brain
I am told
is broken, dysfunctional. It leaves me inept
when left to deal with language unspoken,
the intricacies of smiles,
the unclear line between malice and mirth.
It may have been the shot
given by the doctor
meant to protect but somehow doing harm,
and ignoring
the Hippocratic oath.
Or so say my parents, their organization,
so they may be exonerated.
They liken me to
Ted Bundy, H. H. Holmes,
and Einstein. Because a sometimes-flat
affect is
abnormal,
and it makes people uncomfortable.
Especially when it is not maintained.
At times I am too broken to understand
and sometimes I am not broken enough
because my pu
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Yes, I have autism, but it's not always that bad. =3 Silly, but I wrote a poem about it.
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I agree with most of this. I have autism but in the very low spectrum. I think differently and slowly than others around me. So I am both disappointed, but ok with my autism.